I'm Jealous

I'm jealous,

Everything in my life...
Everything that happen to other...

I'm jealous,

when others people did the work better than me...
asked myself why can't make it be better?
I have no talent on any work, any subject, everything...
It is the reason why I can't make it?
It is that I'm not hardworking enough?

I'm jealous,

when my good friends are closed to others...
they got so much thing to talk about...
I'm scared of my friends ignored me...
It is I'm too care of them?
Is it that im afraid to be alone and couldn't afforf to lose them?

I'm jealous,

when someone I liked ignored me but go to others...
I jealous cause they got alot of friends that i'm don't know...
This is what I'm jealous most about...
This is what I'm care most about...
What can I do with them?

I'm jealous,

because i'm selfish and emulative person...
I don't like the feeling of lose...
I don't like the feeling of lonely...
I don't like the feeling of unrequited love...