To Love and To Be Loved

The one you like, might not like you,

the one like you, you might not like...

What this call? Fate?

Sigh...

You keep asking who like me? Who I like?

But... you don't know how hurt I am,

I don't care how many admirer I have,

I only care about you.

I am willing to take the risk, just for you.

Seriously,

I really like to see your smiling face...

Although very stupid or nonsense action,

I would do, just wanted to make you smile.

No matter how many word I wrote,

no matter how much I cared about you,

you will never know, and never want to know...

Have you ever thought about one day,

someone tell you they like you?

What is your reaction?

Maybe you will be happy to hear that,

but... if that was me?

Obviously,

Whoever around us,

easily get to know that I like you...

For you...

We are just being closer...

For me...

The more hope I have, the greater the disappointment.

Time passed quickly,

unconsciously I have like you for half a year.

Although not a long time,

I am happy with the time being with you.

Start Changing...

These days,

I'm notice that...

The worlds changed...

Am I oversensitive?

Maybe...

This semester start changing already,

I can't really imagine how next semester going on...

Is very sad to see those scene that show "We are only friend before"

Only before...

Everyone got their own work to do...

When we are free, but they might not free,

same things happen when they are free.

Before this, I was thinking...

"Oh Yeah, I am not alone now!"

"Got more friends to talk to!"

But now, doesn't look like what I was thinking...

Now, what is the different with my previous life?

All the friends will become strange...

Few year later, won't contact each other at all...

That was what my experiences before...

Someone I Cared...

Someone I Worried...

Someone I Like...

Someone I Love...

All would miss in my life...

I am already less friend,

I am already feeling lonely...

BUT... WHO CARE?